Nothing has changed.

This place is where all the nagging and scolding is done.

This is where nothing is recognized.

No matter how hard you try, no praises will be given to you, no use trying hard back here.

When you finally understand, its all too late, its all too late to do anything.

When you feel your life can be better, just hope that it wouldnt go any worse, cause you know people lead lives worse than yours.

But still, somethings has to be said, i hope to put them in chinese, but the damn systems in singapore aint really compatible with any other languages, its really troublesome. When i get my foundation laid myself, it will be time to fulfil my dreams.

got myself some computer parts… extended the life od my computer for alittle more than a year or even more… hope it will last… its comex… but the items really scuk. hell. might as well not go… but at least i got myself a all in one scanner/copier/printer/direct media printer wow and only for 98 bucks. go get it yeah!

a scanner will only mean i get to draw and scan and work more on my artworks~~~ really hope to get some more art online soon!

and why the hell do the singles in china shanghai have to wear a band showing that their single? according to some statistical firm, there are more than 1 million singles in shanghai, wow, a quarter of singapore’s pop. well, it seems more than half of them are desperate to withdraw themselves from the status of being single. well… the band allows them to identify the other singles and then contact them through any way theyre ok with… im waiting to see it happen in singapore in a month’s time!

Maybe now is the time i’d start thinking about how to live life like a sane man.

Eating at somewhere near Farrer Park, at a restaurant of Heng Hua Culture that originates from China, whatever, every dialect here originates from China. It isnt the original “Pu Tian Heng Hua Restaurant” but another new store where the food tastes almost the same except for the fact that i’d still be waiting at the famous store for table to be available. I wonder why people like to go to famous restuarants to wait instead of enjoy good food. I really do hate typical Singaporean attitude of “good food is where everyone is queueing at”. Then may i suggest you go to the female toilet down at bugis, it seems that there’s alot of queueing there too.

Im pretty pissed at aunties. My mum too. My auntie in law too, i pity my uncle. For someone his calibre, he could easily get someone much better. What the hell is wrong with men, and the brain to be exact.

Here i cut into the incident

A waitress knocked into a chair and sadly did drip some gravy on my cousin. Well, pity the poor cousin right? I guess that’s what most girls would do if that happened to be your daughter? The store is new, the waitress is new, she also an auntie and well, shit does happen. So, do NOT damn Bloody F go reprimand the poor waitress for the fact that she already is scared out of her wits for doing something wrong. But NO. My aunt in law had to mumble and rattle on and on for such a little drip of gravy. !!!BF!!!

So may i ask a little question. Do girls (or women, whichever suits better) rattle on and on and remain petty when something like that happens? Would you bring back the topic the next time you visit the same restaurant? It may sound like a sexist comment, but sorry, thats a fact.

2nd incident- at the same place. Why do i have to witness the same shit about aunties within a short span of less than 2 hours.

The restaurant is noisy with all that singaporean “lets talk louder” crap, cause anyway if we don’t, someone else will. A poor restaurant feels nothing more than a coffee shop. Damn it. So my uncle asked to change a new pot of tea, and he requested,”阿嫂!” (or Auntie!) but the volume was way louder than his voice. Then my mum shouted,”Oei!”.

The first reaction was from my father, “不要丢脸啦” don’t throw face la!

Mine was alittle different. I was thinking why she had to do that. Redundant. You may think its wrong to F your parents. But why not? Think again, if theyre wrong. Prove them wrong. She rebutted with, ” but she cant hear what.” So thats what you do if people cant hear you? Is that how you get respect from your son? So what your the mother? I dont feel like im in a normal family anyway, my relatives treat me better, so whatever you do pisses me off but i give you face.

My point here is, you can catch peoples’ attention in many ways. You need NOT throw your own face like that, lower my class, look like an idiot and yes, be rude. Well, be your auntie and yes, i’ll try to leave you alone, however unfilial that is.

I must explain, everytime i see this kind of shit happening around me, i have an uncontrollable urge to beat the shit out of whoever made the shit happen. Well, its an urge. I try to stop it, if not, i’ll beat the wall or something, in any way, im safe.   Im living near IMH anyway. Its convenient!

so take care people… to everyone i know… or don't know… but if your an asshole, or something along that line… you can fudge off!

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before i get out of army. More time to live my life. XD I seriously need to find something decent to do that will leave my parents speechless. I need to!!! Leave the computer alone so that I won't get scolded!!! Takes time… takes time… if that happens… most likely i'll end up next door at IMH…